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I find that this may be the only way to vent on the passing of a ICON of the world we live in. Dale was well known thruout the world. His repuatation was, and will always be second to none. I feel deeply saddend by his passing. All of you here will find this hard to believe but I had a thought in my mind saturday evening that Dale was going to pass on, in yesterdays race. Don't ask me how, why Dale, and not any other driver. Its was one of those thoughts that are not spoken, for numerous reasons. Most being the demise of a human being. I spoke to my wife about my preminition as soon as I saw the replay of Dales accident following the checkerd flag falling. I had a bad feeling from what I had thought of, the day before. My heart dropped only an hour before, when I witnessed Tony Stewarts' hand fall from the steering wheel, like the life had just been taken out of him. I have a friend who's father was a famous racecar driver. Its tough to see what he has dealt with over the years without his father. The whole Nascar weekly tour is a FAMILY like no other. Sure its big bussiness. But just like yours and mine, these people spend so much time together and form such special bonds that in many instances they are closer then family. This is one of the biggest hurts of this whole situation. All those friends, colleges, team members, sponsors, track personel, etc. etc. etc. not to mention Theresa and the Earnhardt children. All of the people who work in the conglomerate of Dale Earnhardt Enterprises. And just little ole me. Not a diehard Dale fan, just a racer myself who appreciated what Dale brought to my favorite sport of racing.
You know sometimes when some feels like that they can't do something like they once could, they feel like they should die, Well watching Dale not fight for the win yesterday and basically protecting and preserving the win for his his son and Michael made me feel like he should not have been there. If for one moment he stoped racing and did what he appeared to have done, I feel real sad. Yes it was a noble effort. One, I wished he had saved for another day. The saddness I feel in my heart is more than at any other time of when a racer has died. I remember when Alan Kulwicki passed so tragically, just weeks after winning his first championship, Ayrton Senna @ Monza, Roland Ratzneburger @ Monza the same week,Davey Allison(my fav. at that time)Neil Bonnett, Making a comeback at Daytona, a best friend of Dales, he had just done tons of testing for Dale,Jeff Krossnoff in Indy, Greg Moore who I met at Indycar sping tranning his rookie year, Kenny Irwin,Adam Petty, goes without saying, and now the unthinkable, the icon, Mr. Nascar, the man, Dale.
Dale had a wonderful life. He gave us alot of memories. I was so happy to see him race at Daytona last month. With his son they ran very well and had a great time. I saw him on the prerace show with Terry Bradshaw. Dale was hugging Terry's 2 daughters like they were his own. His eyes went wild with excitement when he heard that Terry was actually going to be at the race. Evidently Dale had some good luck previously with Terry attewnding a race. He was so excited. Like a little kid. This was just after he took Terry out on the track in a pace car and scared the crap out of him at 145 mph.
Yesterday was a special day for me. It was my 36th birthday, my second wedding anniversary and the first day of 2 new eras. First the return of Dodge to Nascar. What a woderful documentury of the return that was aired previous to the race. And then the debut of Nascar on FOX. Also the new regulations that Nascar had imposed for this season. I had looked forward to this day for a long time with much anticipation. Foxes coverage was awesome! The racing was increadible! Almost everyone on the lead lap going 2 and 3 abreast the whole race. One of the best races I had ever witnessed. But it was all for nothing. My wondeful day has left me in a stupor I can't not seem to break. By venting hear I hope to start the healing proccess. I dread having to see all the telivsion coverage later this week when Dale's friends and family lay him to rest. With tears in my eyes and sorness in my throat I find it hard to understand why. I don't look forward to seeing all the memorabilia commemorating Dales life. I have not liked seeing all the Aryton Senna stuff over the last few years since his passing.
Please forgive me for my lengthy post but I have way to much emotion to keep bottled up inside. I will remember every year, from this day forward, on my birthday and my wedding anniversary that Dale passed on what was suppose to be such a special day. Nascar Has lost its most bightest light. His friends and family has lost a father,husband friend, and most of all a human being named Dale Earnhardt. The world will go on. Racing will take place this week without him, his crew, his #3. But he will live for ever in our memories.
Dale, thanks for everything you gaves us. We will not soon forget the many things that made you who you were to all of us. I hope you and Neil catch lots of fish. God has truly blessed you, and now he has taken you home for his team. Don't change at all. Godbless.
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[This message has been edited by Griff996 (edited 02-19-2001). ]