Roy old pal......
dog people are special..... There is hardly nothing like the love of a dog - it is unconditional..... and there are few subjects that will make me cry my eyes out like the loss of a best friend... . nothing. I know what you have went through... . it sucks as bad as things can get... Reading your post and writing this is also done with tears streaming down my face... . whatever you do get another dog... ... they will never be a replacement... but a tribute to your loss.....
We all remember the dogs that have made us who we are..... dog people are different... . my youngest lab (sophie) is 2 and is watching me write this -
This was a Fantastic Twlight Zone Episode that always helped me.....
Watch it here..... it is about as good a show as you will ever see... ... ...
The Twilight Zone (1/2 hr) - The Hunt
Also - somebody mentioned
Rainbow Bridge - here it is... .
Just this side of heaven is a place called
Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge.
There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by.
The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.
You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.
Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together... .
and From Orvis Company... ... while mentioning Retreivers - we know this applys to all our Pups... ...
Dogs in our Lives!
"We aren't house proud. If we were, we wouldn't abide the scratches on the door frame, the holes in the screen, the darkened shine of worn spots on the chair. We would wince at the mottled carpet and fret at the hair clinging to our clothes.
"We don't. If anything, we lovers of dogs, are a tolerant lot, finding greater value in the unabashed affection of our friends than in immaculate sofas. Shoes can be replaced, but heroic retrievers are timeless.
"Without dogs, our houses are cold receptacles for things. Dogs make a fire warmer with their curled presence. They wake us, greet us, protect us, and ultimately carve a place in our hearts and our history. On reflection, our lives are often referenced in parts defined by the all-too-short lives of our dogs. "
Paul Fersen
In the Presence of Dogs
www.orvis.com
Prayers go out to you... ... while some may scoff---they are ignorant and have never had the deep love and affection that only a Dog can give you... . folks who have never experienced this -- live a diminished life... .
John T