Man. I am sitting here in a state of shock. Its like all of this just came real now, within the last hour or so. I am shaking like a leaf. I cant get the "what ifs" out of my head. They keep saying the airlines are done, belly up by the end of the year, every one of them. The Asian markets took a dive, all the money people from Wall St say its lights out not only for airliners, but for the majority of America finacialy. Theres talk of using nuclear missles as a last resort according to the news. I keep getting paranoid thoughts of little cesna crop duster spraying anthrax over us, trains getting blown up, subways gassed with chemicals
What the f***! For the first time in a long time I feel worried and unsafe in my own home. I just want to go into the woods and hide with a gun and knife in some hole. Time for about 5 tylenol PM's to sooth the mind so I can sleep.

