Deserve better.
I came from a military family, my Father spent 35 years in the Navy. Fought in WW-2, Korea, and several other small conflicts. My brother spend twenty years in the Army. My little hitch isn't even a drop compared to their service. I enlisted in 67, gung ho and full of BS. I followed my country blindly, with one motto "My country right or wrong, I will fight for it!" , I can still hear my father saying those words. I still believe that, to a point.
I saw children begging in the streets while we supported the rich. I saw young women turned into ****** because it put rice on the table. I saw hundreds of brave men put into the meatgrinder, just to satisfy one officers quest for glory. I saw a inteligence community that by NO means was inteligent. I saw most of what I was taught about America erode and fall into lies.
I also saw Bravery beyond all belief, young men and women sacrifice everything for another and a large lump in my heart grow everytime I watched our flag being raised.
I came home to a nation in turmoil, mainly because the truth was being told by many vets. Not their faults, it had to be said. It didn't make me feel anything, I couldn't feel anymore. I was just glad to be home. If a soldier lets someone or something as petty as some college kid protesting get under his skin, he is not much of a soldier. Anyway, when I got back I joined them. It was a good way to meet women and get stoned. They didn't understand either.
I was greeted well when I got back. I was only attacked once and retaliated to the effect of a broken nose for some misguided soul in the SF airport. The MPs escorted me to my plane home and gave me a thumbs up. I came home and of course my family and friends were all glad to see me.
Then came the real battle, some of my buddys were trying to get help from the VA and I joined in to help. This is where I saw the true nature of the beast. Hospitals in poor shape, under staffed, people in the system that did not belong, and benefits being denied because of paper snafus or some idiot not wanting to work or help .
Then came the alcoholism, drug addiction, and broken marrages. The shakes everytime I heard a loud noise, the dreams, and the guilt of coming home in one peice.
I have seen the flag being waved and young men and women go to war, come home to a grateful nation and then forgot. A warrior is only important in a war I guess. What peaves me is that the same people that wave and profess loyality and so called backing of the troops are the same that forget them afterwards!
I am not "Putting down America" or her leaders. I am questioning the present foreign policy that has brought us to this point and is just about to put us over the edge. I do back our service men and women to the utmost, not by saying "You go", but by saying " Hurry home, use your head, and keep your head down". That and trying to change a system that forgets and ignores its vets at every turn. I cannot change America or her policys, but I can voice my opinions and will fight for her. I feel that I am still fighting for my country by speaking out! We need to tell our leaders we are watching them and they are not the ones in charge! This is the time to speak out, not after we are mired in war!